darkdungeon
Gespatchopilled Shrekcel
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I want to make a better change to myself, being sad gets me nowhere and I find it rather pathetic because I truly believe that I was on my way to normiedom and one day it just stopped and I became what I am today.
All this was triggered by a conversation I had with someone where I admitted that I had no ambition or care for life and that really upset me to say out loud because I didn't actually realise how pathetic and sad it was. Now I'm going to try to change for the better yet again, I've got a good non-depressing playlist built but only for 20 minutes of POSITIVE songs, no more alcoholic songs, drug songs and poverty songy. I'm actually starting to enjoy working more because I want to moneymaxx in the short term and use that money to pay for things to help me improve in the long term.
Maybe this is a phase again but I don't know, maybe I can manage it this time now I'm a big boy who can talk back to his put-down parents for once.
I'm not going to scream "let's fucking go!" for you guys but maybe, just maybe... We can make it...
All this was triggered by a conversation I had with someone where I admitted that I had no ambition or care for life and that really upset me to say out loud because I didn't actually realise how pathetic and sad it was. Now I'm going to try to change for the better yet again, I've got a good non-depressing playlist built but only for 20 minutes of POSITIVE songs, no more alcoholic songs, drug songs and poverty songy. I'm actually starting to enjoy working more because I want to moneymaxx in the short term and use that money to pay for things to help me improve in the long term.
Maybe this is a phase again but I don't know, maybe I can manage it this time now I'm a big boy who can talk back to his put-down parents for once.
I'm not going to scream "let's fucking go!" for you guys but maybe, just maybe... We can make it...