I hate every single non-virgin person tbh, but I hate the ones who lost their virginity pretty young more than anything, I can feel the rage running through my veins when I remember such people exist. I'm an adult virgin, I couldn't get sex no matter how hard I tried, and seeing these NON-ADULTS knowing more about sex than me, even though I'm an adult and they are almost kids, I mean, I should know more about life than them!
Seeing these teens flirting easily, seeing how they didn't have to go through all the confussion, learning and pain I had to go through at their age (and still do), seeing how they kiss, how they do those impossible objectives for me, is fucking insulting.
They do what I can only dream of, they are sexually priviledge, they can do the impossible objective, the unachievable objective, they can get laid, that's mind-blowing to me, they even do with different partners, it's not a big deal for them, I though it was normal to be a compulsive fapper at my age, I thought it was normal to have zero idea of sex and flirting, but no, I was living in a bubble of innocence, I feel lied to, and that's why I HATE THEM
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It's unfair because I never had the same opportunities, this inequality of opportunities is unacceptable, I was born with different conditions, genetically and socially, my family practically didn't raised me, they didn't care about me enough to teach me to be a functional adult, they forgot me, so now I'm lost in a society I don't understand. If you're an adult but you lost your virginity before 16, let me tell you that I don't know you, I know you never did anything to me, but I strongly hate you with all my heart, I feel mogged by comparing your sexual success with my sexual failure, I feel humiliated and defeated, you offend me with your sex life, I HATE YOUU!
And sorry if my venting is too repetitive, brocels, but today couldn't sleep because of this injustice, I'm incredibly upset.