I'm a 29yo khhv. I turn 30 this month and the dread of knowing I will never ascend is fully dawning on me. In your 20s there's a slimer of hope you could maybe find a 18/19yo virgin wife. But in our current society it's basically illegal for a 30 plus yo man to talk to an 18yo girl unless he's chad. I knew about half way into my 20s that it was over however I believed as I gained more knowledge and experience in life that I'd mellow out and accept this sad tragedy. I find myself hating the world more and more. I look forward to reading the news hoping for a new mass shooting. When hamas invaded jew land and killed countless whores dancing like degenerate harpies I was overcome with joy. I feel the anger rising in my guts if too much time passes without reading about normies being slaughtered. Reading or watching normies, especially foids suffer brutally has become like new fap material for me. I just want this world to end but more so want everyone in it to suffer just as much as I have.
I look forward to glowie niggers putting me on their list after this.
I look forward to glowie niggers putting me on their list after this.
