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You think you got it bad
My face gives women nightmares in general. Most women say I look like a serial killer or rapist or hideous freak etc. I get I look like a literal vampire alot. Only other men have said I look normal but alot of soyboy types say I look scary or like a Neo Nazi or evil etc
I got told before my eyes look beady and untrustworthy but I get I look like a sexual predator from people
I'm not
I've never abused anyone sexually
Women are generally afraid of me and think I'm gonna kill or rape them I went to a store once and was in the same aisle as a woman and she looked at me was terrified and ran away from me and she was gasping for air in a panicked state
When I go to nightclubs women generally laughed at me before and said eww gross walking past me
Guys usually say dude whats up with your fucking Dracula fangs you ugly freak
Etc
People have never paid me compliments in real life over anything everyone assumes I'm a fucked up freak of nature from age kindergarten onwards even in kindergarten my teacher was scared of me and said I looked like a freak
I think some demonic shit must have happened from birth to be universally hated by everyone I ever met mostly based on looks so overtime I did become a freak of nature I guess
I never was
I used to be 9 or 10 years old and dragged into sheds or garages beat up by high school kids for my kids and locked in there in the dark
For my looks and shit
That's why I tried to kill myself first time when I was 8 or 9 years old
People laughed at it and encouraged it at the time
Only place people didn't hate me for my appearance was in Asia I think. They were impressed by my height and muscular physique broad shoulders arms etc
When I went to sleepovers as a kid because I thought people wanted to be my friends they'd throw water over me, beat me, slam my hand in doors, burn me etc and have high school kids over to basically do the same that they were related too. And girls would just laugh at it. One girl told them to stop once and got disturbed by it.
But yea this is why I'm basically a psychopathic lunatic
Severe severe abuse and trauma from childhood up and until present day.
I mean I started fighting back eventually
I'd have to always keep a knife on me to avoid conflicts but not much you can do when a gang of people taller and stronger than you all gang up on you and stomp you and shit
That's.why I started roiding and lifting so most people don't want any smoke nowadays
Literally when I walk down the street sometimes people yell fuck you faggot out their car windows and flip me off or throw shit at me I usually chase their cars with a rock or brick but can't really outrun a car
I think I was inhuman from birth for all this shit to happen
People online tell me:
"Everything you said isnt based in reality and you need help dawg"
"Do you really think women are getting horrified by looking at you then go home to have nightmares? This is mental illness"
"I promise with 100% certainty that I'm uglier than you are"
"No one is torturing you"
"Its all happening in your head"
"Nothing is actually happening to him"
"So? Why give so people do much power over you"
Basically gaslighting me after for being tortured my entire life.
A woman told me she had nightmares about me before.
I have severe trauma from childhood to adulthood I believe it's for my looks as I don't have another way of explaining it
This happened I don't know why it's hard to believe I was also sexually abused by a guy as a kid. I see a therapist for it and have to take 4 different types of medication daily 3-4 times daily. I don't have a video of all this and I don't know why people are insulting me for it and saying it's impossible it happened but I believe it's why normies didn't get movies like The Joker and such. They literally cannot fanthom or empathize with anyone whose been basically traumatized by other people lifelong for being different. The first couple of times I seen nurses and doctors for my trauma they laughed at it and said I was saying things or suicidal for attention. Until i told my current psychiatrist after I broke down crying in her office. She honestly was pretty disturbed by it and reported it.
My face gives women nightmares in general. Most women say I look like a serial killer or rapist or hideous freak etc. I get I look like a literal vampire alot. Only other men have said I look normal but alot of soyboy types say I look scary or like a Neo Nazi or evil etc
I got told before my eyes look beady and untrustworthy but I get I look like a sexual predator from people
I'm not
I've never abused anyone sexually
Women are generally afraid of me and think I'm gonna kill or rape them I went to a store once and was in the same aisle as a woman and she looked at me was terrified and ran away from me and she was gasping for air in a panicked state
When I go to nightclubs women generally laughed at me before and said eww gross walking past me
Guys usually say dude whats up with your fucking Dracula fangs you ugly freak
Etc
People have never paid me compliments in real life over anything everyone assumes I'm a fucked up freak of nature from age kindergarten onwards even in kindergarten my teacher was scared of me and said I looked like a freak
I think some demonic shit must have happened from birth to be universally hated by everyone I ever met mostly based on looks so overtime I did become a freak of nature I guess
I never was
I used to be 9 or 10 years old and dragged into sheds or garages beat up by high school kids for my kids and locked in there in the dark
For my looks and shit
That's why I tried to kill myself first time when I was 8 or 9 years old
People laughed at it and encouraged it at the time
Only place people didn't hate me for my appearance was in Asia I think. They were impressed by my height and muscular physique broad shoulders arms etc
When I went to sleepovers as a kid because I thought people wanted to be my friends they'd throw water over me, beat me, slam my hand in doors, burn me etc and have high school kids over to basically do the same that they were related too. And girls would just laugh at it. One girl told them to stop once and got disturbed by it.
But yea this is why I'm basically a psychopathic lunatic
Severe severe abuse and trauma from childhood up and until present day.
I mean I started fighting back eventually
I'd have to always keep a knife on me to avoid conflicts but not much you can do when a gang of people taller and stronger than you all gang up on you and stomp you and shit
That's.why I started roiding and lifting so most people don't want any smoke nowadays
Literally when I walk down the street sometimes people yell fuck you faggot out their car windows and flip me off or throw shit at me I usually chase their cars with a rock or brick but can't really outrun a car
I think I was inhuman from birth for all this shit to happen
People online tell me:
"Everything you said isnt based in reality and you need help dawg"
"Do you really think women are getting horrified by looking at you then go home to have nightmares? This is mental illness"
"I promise with 100% certainty that I'm uglier than you are"
"No one is torturing you"
"Its all happening in your head"
"Nothing is actually happening to him"
"So? Why give so people do much power over you"
Basically gaslighting me after for being tortured my entire life.
A woman told me she had nightmares about me before.
I have severe trauma from childhood to adulthood I believe it's for my looks as I don't have another way of explaining it
This happened I don't know why it's hard to believe I was also sexually abused by a guy as a kid. I see a therapist for it and have to take 4 different types of medication daily 3-4 times daily. I don't have a video of all this and I don't know why people are insulting me for it and saying it's impossible it happened but I believe it's why normies didn't get movies like The Joker and such. They literally cannot fanthom or empathize with anyone whose been basically traumatized by other people lifelong for being different. The first couple of times I seen nurses and doctors for my trauma they laughed at it and said I was saying things or suicidal for attention. Until i told my current psychiatrist after I broke down crying in her office. She honestly was pretty disturbed by it and reported it.
