Everyday I feel like a piece of shit doing absolutely fuck all. College is gonna start next week and I'm still just an ugly dark skinned currycel. But no more, I'm TIRED of feeling like a spectator. I HATE my life right now so I'm gonna do whatever it takes to look better. First, I'm going to slim down and get abs and look muscular. The biggest reason I want a low bf% is because i don't store as much fat in my face as I do in my arms and legs. When I was younger, I was pretty skinny (150lbs, 5'9) and I looked gaunt but the the jawline and cheekbones were there. In this picture, when I'm skinny (<15%, I look like a mix of DOM jawline and LTM eye area).
Now, I'm 195lbs and I look like a flabby piece of shit aside from my face, which is still surprisingly angular. I plan on getting on a good gym program to build muscle, especially around the ab area. At the same time, I will focus on reducing my intake of junk food while sticking to a better diet like only lean cuts of beef, chicken, limiting bacon intake and cutting out majority of sweet food. Finally, I'm gonna thugmaxx lmaoo, I already like basketball and rap music so all I need to do is dress the part and hopefully I will get some girls' attention. Added benefit is a lot of shoes gangsters wear give you 1-2in of height so I can fraud to 6ft on dates n shit
Now, I'm 195lbs and I look like a flabby piece of shit aside from my face, which is still surprisingly angular. I plan on getting on a good gym program to build muscle, especially around the ab area. At the same time, I will focus on reducing my intake of junk food while sticking to a better diet like only lean cuts of beef, chicken, limiting bacon intake and cutting out majority of sweet food. Finally, I'm gonna thugmaxx lmaoo, I already like basketball and rap music so all I need to do is dress the part and hopefully I will get some girls' attention. Added benefit is a lot of shoes gangsters wear give you 1-2in of height so I can fraud to 6ft on dates n shit
