I usually have this phase every 2-3 months and they last for a week or two, ngl it feels so fucking great, is this how normies always feel? Like I spent 70% of waking time thinking of killing myself normally and it drops to zero when I'm in that phase. No wonder normies are always so happy for no reason, unlike us there default state is happiness.
I avoid mirrors like a plague during these phase to not break the delusion, when I installed new lights 3 months ago I had this phase for 2 weeks because the angle of the lights made my silhouette look very broad shouldered. This phase was broken when got a haircut because I had to stare at my own face for 10 minutes straight.
This time it started because a Stacy who sits behind me on tests talks to me some times before the test, like how pathetic is that? Normies won't think twice about shit like this.
I avoid mirrors like a plague during these phase to not break the delusion, when I installed new lights 3 months ago I had this phase for 2 weeks because the angle of the lights made my silhouette look very broad shouldered. This phase was broken when got a haircut because I had to stare at my own face for 10 minutes straight.
This time it started because a Stacy who sits behind me on tests talks to me some times before the test, like how pathetic is that? Normies won't think twice about shit like this.
