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i never even tried to ascend because i wasn't ready yet with dealing with my OCD for these past 4 years, so i don't know if i ever had a chance, and everyone at my community college was either ethniccels or landwhales and nobody there would talk to each other, so i had no chance either way.
now i have my associate's degree. at this point idk what to do. quarantine happened, and now the only way to meet someone is by dating apps (good luck if you're sub10). here's my two options when covid is gone:
*Transfer to uni in the fall. I already got accepted into a uni and the Yes Man inside me is going insane. i'm turning 24 in the fall. i'll have to finish the rest of my bachelor's degree
*give up college and get a job (or go to online college). Problem is i can't get a job under covid
But i fucked up between 2 choices. First, it's unknown if it will be normal in the fall, so at uni, there will be less opportunities to date or even meet people, and it'll probably be still impossible to get a job or go to places where i can meet people, and it's a lot harder finding someone after college, because college gives people many social events, mixers, parties, etc and after college we are now homebodies. and who knows if my job will have anyone i like? most people where i live end up with prestigious jobs you need a bachelor's degree for.
also, another issue. i feel like uni will be hard to find a girlfriend. Many college students i've seen on social media don't have girlfriends, they all just like hooking up or casual dating or FWBs. my sister is some stacylite who was in a sorority and she's never had a boyfriend but there's no fuckin way she's a virgin at 28. she's dated before. i bet she's fucked casual dates or had FWBs before because that shit is common as hell in college. and in uni, you're so busy with work you never know when you can fuck. and college girls have so many people to talk to, so many guys will hit on them, even without a chad nearby, they'll still be picky. after college they have less opportunities and they might have less options when there are less chads to find on tinder who live nearby. and because i'll be turning 24, many college girls will reject me because of my age, and i'll be lucky to find many people my age. i've read that just a tiny percent of people will be my age who are undergrads. grad students would be separated from us.
i'll have to maybe give up college and get job and go to activities where i hope i can find someone because after college, people become homebodies and won't go and try going to places anymore.
i don't know what to do, but i need to make a fuckin choice. it is harder to find a foid after college, but in college, it's only easy if you're 18-21 and just arrived into college right after finishing HS. and at 24, i'll be in an apartment probably. i doubt it'll be a dorm, even if they have dorms for older students.
now i have my associate's degree. at this point idk what to do. quarantine happened, and now the only way to meet someone is by dating apps (good luck if you're sub10). here's my two options when covid is gone:
*Transfer to uni in the fall. I already got accepted into a uni and the Yes Man inside me is going insane. i'm turning 24 in the fall. i'll have to finish the rest of my bachelor's degree
*give up college and get a job (or go to online college). Problem is i can't get a job under covid
But i fucked up between 2 choices. First, it's unknown if it will be normal in the fall, so at uni, there will be less opportunities to date or even meet people, and it'll probably be still impossible to get a job or go to places where i can meet people, and it's a lot harder finding someone after college, because college gives people many social events, mixers, parties, etc and after college we are now homebodies. and who knows if my job will have anyone i like? most people where i live end up with prestigious jobs you need a bachelor's degree for.
also, another issue. i feel like uni will be hard to find a girlfriend. Many college students i've seen on social media don't have girlfriends, they all just like hooking up or casual dating or FWBs. my sister is some stacylite who was in a sorority and she's never had a boyfriend but there's no fuckin way she's a virgin at 28. she's dated before. i bet she's fucked casual dates or had FWBs before because that shit is common as hell in college. and in uni, you're so busy with work you never know when you can fuck. and college girls have so many people to talk to, so many guys will hit on them, even without a chad nearby, they'll still be picky. after college they have less opportunities and they might have less options when there are less chads to find on tinder who live nearby. and because i'll be turning 24, many college girls will reject me because of my age, and i'll be lucky to find many people my age. i've read that just a tiny percent of people will be my age who are undergrads. grad students would be separated from us.
i'll have to maybe give up college and get job and go to activities where i hope i can find someone because after college, people become homebodies and won't go and try going to places anymore.
i don't know what to do, but i need to make a fuckin choice. it is harder to find a foid after college, but in college, it's only easy if you're 18-21 and just arrived into college right after finishing HS. and at 24, i'll be in an apartment probably. i doubt it'll be a dorm, even if they have dorms for older students.
