Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I guess as a loner, an outcast incel, it's really hard to motivate yourself to eat right.
Just now for dinner I ate almost a full bottle of condensed milk. The kind of condensed milk they have in Russia, it's thick and full of sugar and it's basically like injecting a pound of sugar caramel straight into your veins. This happened not even 1 hour ago and I already took 2 liquid shits cause of it, and I feel like shit in all kinds of ways. Though I take lots of liquid shits every day, my pancreas is beyond fucked from when I used to be a hardcore alcoholic.
Anyway, I eat a lot of sweets. I keep trying to give it up but it's hard. I'll try again starting soon, not cause I want to lose weight but cause I really am afraid of diabetes, the way I eat it's a matter of when not if. Don't care about losing weight though, there was a year and a half when I was kinda anorexic and tbh I looked even worse than being fat and got no luck with the ladies, so I went back to being fat.
Just now for dinner I ate almost a full bottle of condensed milk. The kind of condensed milk they have in Russia, it's thick and full of sugar and it's basically like injecting a pound of sugar caramel straight into your veins. This happened not even 1 hour ago and I already took 2 liquid shits cause of it, and I feel like shit in all kinds of ways. Though I take lots of liquid shits every day, my pancreas is beyond fucked from when I used to be a hardcore alcoholic.
Anyway, I eat a lot of sweets. I keep trying to give it up but it's hard. I'll try again starting soon, not cause I want to lose weight but cause I really am afraid of diabetes, the way I eat it's a matter of when not if. Don't care about losing weight though, there was a year and a half when I was kinda anorexic and tbh I looked even worse than being fat and got no luck with the ladies, so I went back to being fat.