imbored21
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My prostitute oneitis. I miss talking to her so bad. For some reason I can't talk to 99% of the population but I could with her and it was exhilarating. I'm convinced depression is just a lack of socialization. Have you ever met an extrovert who was depressed? I didn't think so. She gave me that extroverted feeling. The feeling of being engaged in conversation and "charging up" and "getting high" from speaking. I've never experienced that with anyone else. She was one of a kind and now she's gone forever.
When I kill myself I am going to make sure I do something extreme enough to get on the news (no ER, I would never hurt others), so she can see it and think "I know that guy" and then I can watch her tear up from the afterlife and know that she cared at least a little.
When I kill myself I am going to make sure I do something extreme enough to get on the news (no ER, I would never hurt others), so she can see it and think "I know that guy" and then I can watch her tear up from the afterlife and know that she cared at least a little.