No Chad has ever liked me (F19) and it's starting to take a toll on my mental health
It's going to sound really stupid, but since 2021 started I've become hyper-aware of the fact that I'll be turning 20 with the knowledge that no Chad has ever looked at me and decided that they wanted me—ME. During my early teen years I always thought it would come eventually, but it's like life just doesn't want it to happen. I've gone on dating apps and and talked to Chads, but nothing. These nights I've been spending up to two hours crying, looking at myself in the mirror and wondering why I've never had the experiences most girls my age should've already gotten a glimpse into.
Most of my friends are starting to get "picked" by a Chad, some with already a handful of Chads under their belt, and here I stay in all of my awkward, unlovable glory. No Chad has ever held my hand romantically, or flirted with me, or told me he liked me. It hurts and it makes me want to die aaaaagh I'm so tired of being ugly.