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lonelycelibate
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i never shared this story to anyone because 1.loneliness 2.it is pure humiliation so i just wanna share it so i can at least make some peace with it
(i will not include exact details tho)
anyway this girl was new in our place , we didn’t know each other and i didn’t even know who she is and i don’t think she knew who i am either but one night out of the blue she texted me that night asking about a thing important and i just answered her very casually (ngl i felt very great someone even texted me let alone a girl)
from that point we began texting and texting and texting and we began to get along you know? not romantically of course but just as friends
we really liked each other or maybe i am just the one who liked her jfl but she just kept replying to me for some reason ig she just liked my personality jfl at my naive self
now hear me out she never have seen my face and one time she wanted to see it and persisted so much so i just send her my face and from that point it is just purely blackpilling
i remember that i could smell her disgusted from my screen(not joking) her reaction was so humiliating but the saddest thing is that i couldn’t blame her
from that point the talking began to get less and less until i just stopped texting and suprise suprise we stopped talking
i felt like absolute shit and i still do know
this happened 2-3 years ago
she is famous as hell know on social media and she now has a lot of options as i said she is pretty good looking girl
the also the most humiliating part for me was that when i see her in our place she just doesn’t fuck off and ignore me and pretend i don’t exist like other girls
she just keeps staring at me not in a romantic way of course but just in a looking down way you know? like she just watching an inferior creature in front of her and the thing is she just doesn’t wanna fuck off and stop staring she did and keeps doing for the past 2 years and it just makes me feel even more shit
i don’t know i don’t think i will make it this month let alone this year
i will kill myself at the end of the month probably
(i will not include exact details tho)
anyway this girl was new in our place , we didn’t know each other and i didn’t even know who she is and i don’t think she knew who i am either but one night out of the blue she texted me that night asking about a thing important and i just answered her very casually (ngl i felt very great someone even texted me let alone a girl)
from that point we began texting and texting and texting and we began to get along you know? not romantically of course but just as friends
we really liked each other or maybe i am just the one who liked her jfl but she just kept replying to me for some reason ig she just liked my personality jfl at my naive self
now hear me out she never have seen my face and one time she wanted to see it and persisted so much so i just send her my face and from that point it is just purely blackpilling
i remember that i could smell her disgusted from my screen(not joking) her reaction was so humiliating but the saddest thing is that i couldn’t blame her
from that point the talking began to get less and less until i just stopped texting and suprise suprise we stopped talking
i felt like absolute shit and i still do know
this happened 2-3 years ago
she is famous as hell know on social media and she now has a lot of options as i said she is pretty good looking girl
the also the most humiliating part for me was that when i see her in our place she just doesn’t fuck off and ignore me and pretend i don’t exist like other girls
she just keeps staring at me not in a romantic way of course but just in a looking down way you know? like she just watching an inferior creature in front of her and the thing is she just doesn’t wanna fuck off and stop staring she did and keeps doing for the past 2 years and it just makes me feel even more shit
i don’t know i don’t think i will make it this month let alone this year
i will kill myself at the end of the month probably