IamLost
To Be or Not to Be
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I started smoking cigarettes after my first time with an prostitute. Since then I noticed people who see me smoking treat me differently. They don't stare as intense as they used to. They just give me a short look and mind their own busniess most of the time. This was not the case in the past. Before I started smoking they would stare at me viciously, like they wanted to kill me or something. But why is that? Do they preceive me on a subconscious level as more NT, because i have a cigarette in my mouth? Or maybe they think I'm low inhib because I smoke?