Venting Really hurts being repulsive

[turbo_coper]

Today I saw an overweight toilet who was in my class in high school at university. This is the second time I've seen her here. She started this autumn and before these couple times of randomly meeting each other I hadn't seen her since spring last year.

She didn't seem happy to see me at all. She got all flabbergasted and quickly walked away after I iniated contact. Afterwards she ignored me in math lab even though I know she definitely saw me there. After that she had the audacity to ask me via sappshat if I had a calculus 1 textbook (the only snap she's ever sent me btw).

It's not just her either, it's the case with every single toilet who I went to high school with and ended up here. I just hate going through life feeling this repulsive.

 

[VainHireling]

I can relate.

 

[Lonely]

You're just non NT

 

[turbo_coper]

You're just non NT

No I'm not non NT tbh fam. I was socialised quite good when I was a kid and bullied in high school (it makes you see all the social mistakes popular people make) so I can act like a humanoid with pretty clean results.

 

[Lonely]

No I'm not non NT tbh fam. I was socialised quite good when I was a kid and bullied in high school (it makes you see all the social mistakes popular people make) so I can act like a humanoid with pretty clean results.

Just loooksmaxxx

 

[turbo_coper]

Just loooksmaxxx

that's not as easy as you make it sound. I lowkey need surgery fr

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

t if I had a calculus 1 textbook (the only snap she's ever sent me btw).

She is negligent indeed. Mother bought my Set-Theory book for a cheap price on Amazon.

 

[Greyandoldcel]

I guess being totally ignored is even better. I used to worry about pleasing people and getting their approval but it doesn't work. At least not in my case. I'm just not accepted.

Nearly 40 years on this earth and now I'm just a walking corpse. Once my parents die then I have my free pass. I like to think I have at least some humanity and am not completely empty and heartless.

 

[turbo_coper]

I guess being totally ignored is even better. I used to worry about pleasing people and getting their approval but it doesn't work. At least not in my case. I'm just not accepted.

Nearly 40 years on this earth and now I'm just a walking corpse. Once my parents die then I have my free pass. I like to think I have at least some humanity and am not completely empty and heartless.

How do you cope with being completely ignored though?