According to IT I am an incel because of my personality,
I wonder how?
I grew up suprisingly well for a curry, I was popular and developing well kinda like @gymletethnicel and his story.
Nobody was sexually active at 11-13 but I talked to girls and thought it was normal.
I was sporty and had a good social life.
I was also quite smart maybe I still am but inceldom has crippled my drive these last 2 years.
Then the fire nation attacked. God decided life wasn't meant for this boy and I was diagnosed with cancer and thus subhumancurrycel was born
According to IT the 5+ following years of pain both physical and mental, depression, social rejection throughout highschool, image issues (cos I looked like I was about to die duh), apparently im not entitled to be treated like a human, clearly I am just genetic trash, "jUsT bE CoNfIdEnT bRo" according to IT this change was through confidence and everything I have felt was a figment of my imagination, after all people dont discriminate based on looks right?
When IT and the world says its personality they personally scoff at my experience, I dare someone to tell my 13 year old self who got fucked that bad that everything I was feeling was a self image issue and "in my head"
Funny thing is when I went into highschool despite my personality being the same I was an outcast, I tried to make friends, I got some pity brownie points here and there but thats it, hardly considered a human.
But I was still the same person right?
Sure I couldn't play sports anymore
Sure I had lost 10 kgs from treatment
Sure I had lost all my hair (hair is still fucked to this day)
Sure I had gotten a bit behind in studies after missing almost a year of school together.
But I was still the same, why wasn't I treated as such?
Why wasn't I able to make friends both male and female?
Why was I ostracized?
I tried to improve on my personality, the few years following I was better, people laughed at my jokes more, I studied harder to get better grades, teachers liked me a lot.
But of course I was still a subhuman, someone who looked like they were supposed to be on their deathbed but still somehow functioning.
Was it my personality?
idk why I typed this tbh, I am a bit drunk, just wanted a place to vent been stressed recently.
Anyways I'll be surprised if IT even touches this.
Subhumancurrycel out
I wonder how?
I grew up suprisingly well for a curry, I was popular and developing well kinda like @gymletethnicel and his story.
Nobody was sexually active at 11-13 but I talked to girls and thought it was normal.
I was sporty and had a good social life.
I was also quite smart maybe I still am but inceldom has crippled my drive these last 2 years.
Then the fire nation attacked. God decided life wasn't meant for this boy and I was diagnosed with cancer and thus subhumancurrycel was born
According to IT the 5+ following years of pain both physical and mental, depression, social rejection throughout highschool, image issues (cos I looked like I was about to die duh), apparently im not entitled to be treated like a human, clearly I am just genetic trash, "jUsT bE CoNfIdEnT bRo" according to IT this change was through confidence and everything I have felt was a figment of my imagination, after all people dont discriminate based on looks right?
When IT and the world says its personality they personally scoff at my experience, I dare someone to tell my 13 year old self who got fucked that bad that everything I was feeling was a self image issue and "in my head"
Funny thing is when I went into highschool despite my personality being the same I was an outcast, I tried to make friends, I got some pity brownie points here and there but thats it, hardly considered a human.
But I was still the same person right?
Sure I couldn't play sports anymore
Sure I had lost 10 kgs from treatment
Sure I had lost all my hair (hair is still fucked to this day)
Sure I had gotten a bit behind in studies after missing almost a year of school together.
But I was still the same, why wasn't I treated as such?
Why wasn't I able to make friends both male and female?
Why was I ostracized?
I tried to improve on my personality, the few years following I was better, people laughed at my jokes more, I studied harder to get better grades, teachers liked me a lot.
But of course I was still a subhuman, someone who looked like they were supposed to be on their deathbed but still somehow functioning.
Was it my personality?
idk why I typed this tbh, I am a bit drunk, just wanted a place to vent been stressed recently.
Anyways I'll be surprised if IT even touches this.
Subhumancurrycel out
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