Seriously, I cannot take it anymore. Just imagine having no car and on top of that no driver licence. Every slut has a driver licence. You get humiliated all the time. I cannot even watch any shows where a female drives a car, not even in anime. I go outside and see females driving, while I have to walk or take the bus like a cuck. I even see females younger than me going to their car after the training. I even see more females driving than men. Even my workplace confirms it. All men are coming with bicycle or bus, while a female working in the office (perhaps a bit older than me but she looks like a child compared to me) is driving a car. It looks so ridiculous. I despise the view, seeing a female behind a steering wheel. It looks so unnatural, even disgusting. It triggers me so much that I really want to crush their car and afterwards slap the female to death. It is all about cars. You turn on the television and you will see an andvertisement about cars. My first thoughts are that I will never have that. I have to watch others having it like a little useless cuck.
It is more than that. It is about growing up. I have never made the step to adulthood. I am acutally nothing but a cuck, a child that want to be something special, but in reality it is nothing but insignificant. I am replaceable at my workplace and before that I was unemployed for years trying to find a job. While that happened, all females lived their life pretty much. I cannot catch up.
The thing is you have to watch what others have. This is really infuriating.
I go outside to hit my workplace, while on my walk I see all the families living in their house, they have own children and most likely two cars. I always think, what the fuck am I doing here...
I feel so insignificant but at the same time I want to something bigger, but in reality I know this is nothing but an illusion, distraction. Reality is nothing but about materialism. It is a fact. If you do not have something for yourself, you are nothing but insignificant.
It is more than that. It is about growing up. I have never made the step to adulthood. I am acutally nothing but a cuck, a child that want to be something special, but in reality it is nothing but insignificant. I am replaceable at my workplace and before that I was unemployed for years trying to find a job. While that happened, all females lived their life pretty much. I cannot catch up.
The thing is you have to watch what others have. This is really infuriating.
I go outside to hit my workplace, while on my walk I see all the families living in their house, they have own children and most likely two cars. I always think, what the fuck am I doing here...
I feel so insignificant but at the same time I want to something bigger, but in reality I know this is nothing but an illusion, distraction. Reality is nothing but about materialism. It is a fact. If you do not have something for yourself, you are nothing but insignificant.
