All my aquintances are living a better life than me, they are making more friends everyday, they're socializing and going out more as they age further into their teen years, most of them have even found gfs already.... what.., what have I done so far? This summer my social life hasnt gotten any better in fact it's gotten worse, I've lost my only friend. My acne continue to get worse, despite all my hardwork i'm still the same person. No amount of steroidmaxxing, gymmaxxing, moneymaxxing has helped me, I have still remained a KHHV sub5 male. All the hassle of self improvement has only made my condition worse. If theres one thing I've learned this summer its that self improvement doesn't work for me and it'll only make things worse. Their posting pictures of them traveling, hanging out, and living life on social media but what do I have to show? By the time summer end I'd had only been rotting infront of my computer and going to the gym, my life is so boring if I do one thing out of my routine I will forget that I've done it the next day.
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