Serious [Venting] I just hit giga level depression.

[DirtyCurryCell]

I can't go into detail about the events that transpired, because obviously I'll be a fakecel or a failed normie. Or some other shit.

But something happened. And I snapped out of my delusion.

I feel depressed. But this isn't the kinda depression where I want to kill myself.

This is the kinda depression where I literally feel nothing. Everything feels blank. Like there's a static ringing in my head. Like my brain is full of video noise.

I think my brain is going into some sort of reboot mode. I'm wide awake despite it being past 12. I want to coom, but I can't get aroused.

*sigh*

Thanks for listening .co

 

[Billowel]

if you are a fakecel,sooner or later you are going to spew out some fakecel shit and maybe get banned.Better do it now,so at least we can see your honesty and judge your situation with less anger.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Were you orbiting someone OP?

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Were you orbiting someone OP?

prob broke up with his gf or some shit Jfl

 

[DirtyCurryCell]

Were you orbiting someone OP?

Not really orbiting.
But I got my hopes up.
I thought I could simulate one of my fantasies to cope with my inceldom.

prob broke up with his gf or some shit Jfl

I wish.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Not really orbiting.
But I got my hopes up.
I thought I could simulate one of my fantasies to cope with my inceldom.

JFL at orbiting.

 

[Deleted member 13785]

Maybe a reboot is what you need. Also don't force yourself to coom if you can't get aroused naturally, that's how you become a coombrain.

 

[DirtyCurryCell]

JFL at orbiting.

Not orbitting.

But it was a last resort that failed.

I told myself I would never stoop this low.

But I'm 25 now... so I tried it. Because, What do I have to lose?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Not orbitting.

But it was a last resort that failed.

I told myself I would never stoop this low.

But I'm 25 now... so I tried it. Because, What do I have to lose?

So what was it then? If it failed, then how would you be called fakecel?

 

[ionlycopenow]

Sounds like everyday to me

 

[Ping And Pong]

Since I don't know what happened can't really give a good comment, but hitting rock bottom is indeed very brutal.

if you are a fakecel,sooner or later you are going to spew out some fakecel shit and maybe get banned.Better do it now,so at least we can see your honesty and judge your situation with less anger.

 

[Cowcel]

Feeling emptiness is more usual to me than sadness

 

[Tenshi]

I feel for you man, if you ever want to talk or vent you can always hmu

 

[Billowel]

Not orbitting.

But it was a last resort that failed.

I told myself I would never stoop this low.

But I'm 25 now... so I tried it. Because, What do I have to lose?

what the fuck happened?unless you fucked her or got sucked you are not getting banned

 

[DirtyCurryCell]

what the fuck happened?unless you fucked her or got sucked you are not getting banned

neither happened.

Which is why I'm giga depressed.

If it failed, then how would you be called fakecel?

I don't.
But others might.

 

[Billowel]

neither happened.

Which is why I'm giga depressed.

I don't.
But others might.

if nothing happened,then you are not getting banned.Did she straight out reject you?

 

[Deleted member 22572]

If Ur a fakecel then leave and try Ur best to ascend my nigger

 

[NoMoreCoping]

prob broke up with his gf or some shit Jfl

 

[HappilySingle]

If you are trying to make a girl like you because of your personality it's fucking over.