Venting What have I accomplished?

[HiddenUzer]

I turned 18 weeks ago, what have I accomplished so far? I've read a few insightful books, i've learned about the law of attraction, I've started applying positive thinking to my daily life, I've done alot of introspective thinking... but im still the same person; I'm still a lonely virgin. I certainly don't feel like I've gotten anywhere close to attaining the life I want, the life I see so many other teenagers living. Perhaps I need to work harder, perhaps I need to stop wasting time....

 

[El Enemigo]

Why would you do such maxxing? All you needed was to take hgh,do some sport andsociañ circlemaxx, instead you applies positive thinking

Talk about being in an incel forum

 

[HiddenUzer]

Why would you do such maxxing? All you needed was to take hgh,do some sport andsociañ circlemaxx, instead you applies positive thinking

Talk about being in an incel forum

Im already on steroids perpetually I dont need hgh

 

[El Enemigo]

Im already on steroids perpetually I dont need hgh

Height?

 

[HiddenUzer]

Height?

5'11

 

[El Enemigo]

5'11

You do sports and have a social circle?

 

[HiddenUzer]

You do sports and have a social circle?

No sports, absolutely ZERO social circle. I have 3 people on my phone contact, mom, ex fake friend, oneitis that lied to me all of which I do not ever text

 

[El Enemigo]

No sports, absolutely ZERO social circle. I have 3 people on my phone contact, mom, ex fake friend, oneitis that lied to me all of which I do not ever text

Over, you chose to read books and do mentalcel things instead of doing the only thing that matters, ofc you have accomplished nothing.

But you're still on time, turn it around man.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I've gotten anywhere close to attaining the life I want, the life I see so many other teenagers living. Perhaps I need to work harder, perhaps I need to stop wasting time....

Yes.

Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #180927527Saturday, January 02, 2016 1:54 PM CST I was focusing merely on the technicalities. The actual usage of the convention itself is optional.

Re: Can a worm understand quantum mechanics? Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181152419Tuesday, January 05, 2016 7:41 PM CST This is the exact reasoning as to why you should make cautious assumptions using thoroughly-proven criteria. Given enough time, proper and efficient analysis can penetrate the barrier of faulty-reasoning and unmask any potential facade. Furthermore, the individual should be heavily prepared to revise/rewrite any false deductions.

Re: we should have grammer Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181154038Tuesday, January 05, 2016 8:10 PM CST Such jokes seem to deliberately minimize the value of education. The desire for social assimilation should not lead to the effect of intellectual-repression.

Re: Hello, OT! Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181154167Tuesday, January 05, 2016 8:12 PM CST Hello. Currently, my daily experiences are quite good. Are you enjoying your daily experiences?

 

[HiddenUzer]

Over, you chose to read books and do mentalcel things instead of doing the only thing that matters, ofc you have accomplished nothing.

But you're still on time, turn it around man.

I cant social circle maxx, I live at small town eveyrone think im incel and denies to socialize with me

 

[El Enemigo]

I cant social circle maxx, I live at small town eveyrone think im incel and denies to socialize with me

Doesn't matter, acquire more masculine hobbies and things could change, start social media maxxing too.

 

[HiddenUzer]

Doesn't matter, acquire more masculine hobbies and things could change, start social media maxxing too.

how do I socialmedia maxx when I have no social circle

 

[El Enemigo]

how do I socialmedia maxx when I have no social circle

Think a little, even if I did explain I know you're not going to do jack shit jfl

 

[HiddenUzer]

Think a little, even if I did explain I know you're not going to do jack shit jfl

I can start posting my physique on tiktok to gain followers as long as I dont show my face, im 200lbs lean muscle would that work?

 

[El Enemigo]

I can start posting my physique on tiktok to gain followers as long as I dont show my face, im 200lbs lean muscle would that work?

Yes, take that curry mutant people on here ridicule so much, he has been tiktok maxxing for a while but I bet he will slay soon out of status alone even though he might be jestermaxxing at the same time.

With current jb foids tiktok > tinder

 

[El Enemigo]

I can start posting my physique on tiktok to gain followers as long as I dont show my face, im 200lbs lean muscle would that work?

Nigga with those stats you mog me into oblivion

 

[HiddenUzer]

Nigga with those stats you mog me into oblivion

i have ugly face with acne and wrinkles

 

[El Enemigo]

i have ugly face with acne and wrinkles

Most of that is treatable

 

[HiddenUzer]

Most of that is treatable

acne scar isnt treatable at least not entirely

 

[El Enemigo]

acne scar isnt treatable at least not entirely

Nigga my main point is that you are doing maxxing wrong, change your ways and you might ascend.

 

[HiddenUzer]

Nigga my main point is that you are doing maxxing wrong, change your ways and you might ascend.

i will try

 

[TheGambler2]

Think a little, even if I did explain I know you're not going to do jack shit jfl

just the idea of me socialmediamaxxing seems so cringe as a socially retarded mentalcel

i have ugly face with acne and wrinkles

is it from roids?

 

[El Enemigo]

i will try

Good luck buddy boyo

 

[HiddenUzer]

just the idea of me socialmediamaxxing seems so cringe as a socially retarded mentalcel


is it from roids?

yes acne and wrinkles are from prolonged steroid use. I also have moonface due to prolonged exposure to high amount of hormones in this case (testosterone) i cant stop taking it at this point because im dependent on it

 

[TheGambler2]

yes acne and wrinkles are from prolonged steroid use. I also have moonface due to prolonged exposure to high amount of hormones in this case (testosterone) i cant stop taking it at this point because im dependent on it

have you tried hopping off with a proper PCT?

 

[HiddenUzer]

have you tried hopping off with a proper PCT?

I've ran a course of pct with nolvadex and HCG, did not work. sperm count was still extremely low and T level did not seem to recover. Im cruising on 120mg of tesotsterone every week when im not on any steroid cycle.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

Im already on steroids perpetually I dont need hgh

Get off the steroids.


View: https://youtu.be/Hss3Ek2Eryo


Toilets are not attracted to extreme sexual dimorphism, all it will do is make you bald and you'll still be an incel.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

i have ugly face with acne and wrinkles

do you take an AI ?
Lowering your estrogen level too much will cause collagen degradation.

 

[HiddenUzer]

do you take an AI ?
Lowering your estrogen level too much will cause collagen degradation.

Yes, I take arimidex every 3 days .5mg, keeps my gyno and moonface from getting worse

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Yes, I take arimidex every 3 days .5mg, keeps my gyno and moonface from getting worse

if you have many wrinkles at 18, it's likely the AI is too much.
Are you monitored by a doctor ? Do you get labs done ?

Consider asking your doc to put you on clomid to trigger endogenous testosterone production.

 

[HiddenUzer]

if you have many wrinkles at 18, it's likely the AI is too much.
Are you monitored by a doctor ? Do you get labs done ?

Consider asking your doc to put you on clomid to trigger endogenous testosterone production.

clomid is fucking scary, i've used it before will never do it again. I get labs done and figure things out myself. Doctor isnt an option where I live cant find any

 

[IncelKing]

pERhaps you need to re-roll the dice and hope to be reborn as a chad

 

[TheGambler2]

I've ran a course of pct with nolvadex and HCG, did not work. sperm count was still extremely low and T level did not seem to recover. Im cruising on 120mg of tesotsterone every week when im not on any steroid cycle.

brutal, this is why I'm hesitant to roid for the time being. I'm afraid that it will fuck up my face, hair and I will become dependent and big muscles for getting foids is cope anyway, I have more than enough natty

I will probably only start roiding when my test is lower and I know it is absolutely beyond over, in my late 20's or 30's

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

I get labs done and figure things out myself. Doctor isnt an option where I live cant find any

That's really bad if you don't have access to a doc. Because the doc can supply pharma grade chemicals that are leggit.
You can't keep taking steroids nor an AI forever. Estrogen is needed, even for the male body.

I suppose you got HCG from grey market, how can you be sure it's leggit ?

clomid is fucking scary, i've used it before will never do it again.

Why clomid was scary ?
The idea is to get on it + HCG to start endogenous testo production and get off in the hope the T will decrease to a normal range and not subnormal.

 

[HiddenUzer]

That's really bad if you don't have access to a doc. Because the doc can supply pharma grade chemicals that are leggit.
You can't keep taking steroids nor an AI forever. Estrogen is needed, even for the male body.

I suppose you got HCG from grey market, how can you be sure it's leggit ?


Why clomid was scary ?
The idea is to get on it + HCG to start endogenous testo production and get off in the hope the T will decrease to a normal range and not subnormal.

yeah, im currently still on a steroind cycle with anadrol, test and deca so I still have to take AI, once im off cycle and adjusting to cruise im dropping AI, and cruise on a dose where I dont need to worry about excessive aromatase

 

[HiddenUzer]

That's really bad if you don't have access to a doc. Because the doc can supply pharma grade chemicals that are leggit.
You can't keep taking steroids nor an AI forever. Estrogen is needed, even for the male body.

I suppose you got HCG from grey market, how can you be sure it's leggit ?


Why clomid was scary ?
The idea is to get on it + HCG to start endogenous testo production and get off in the hope the T will decrease to a normal range and not subnormal.

yeah, im currently still on a steroind cycle with anadrol, test and deca so I still have to take AI, once im off cycle and adjusting to cruise im dropping AI, and cruise on a dose where I dont need to worry about excessive aromatase

 

[GhostedPhantom]

Toilets are not attracted to extreme sexual dimorphism, all it will do is make you bald and you'll still be an incel.

Just recently watched something exactly about this.

View: https://youtu.be/-7RdHVgNxO0


Prettyboymaxxing is the new strat, at least when you're still young.

The only universally liked characteristic is height, thus good HGH levels and optimal nutrition before your growth plates have closed (which still probably doesn't beat good genes, sadly). But OP is 5'11" so although more is better, his face is his main failo from this point unless his hope is to find a toilet with a height fetish, of which there seem to be quite a few.

pERhaps you need to re-roll the dice and hope to be reborn as a chad

tbqhngl

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

yeah, im currently still on a steroind cycle with anadrol, test and deca so I still have to take AI, once im off cycle and adjusting to cruise im dropping AI, and cruise on a dose where I dont need to worry about excessive aromatase

I heard tretinoin is good for acne if you want to check that out.

 

[HiddenUzer]

I heard tretinoin is good for acne if you want to check that out.

yes, bought isotretinoin last week just waiting on it to arrive. Gonna fix up my acne and start looksmaxxing officially

 

[HiddenUzer]

Just recently watched something exactly about this.

View: https://youtu.be/-7RdHVgNxO0


Prettyboymaxxing is the new strat, at least when you're still young.

The only universally liked characteristic is height, thus good HGH levels and optimal nutrition before your growth plates have closed (which still probably doesn't beat good genes, sadly). But OP is 5'11" so although more is better, his face is his main failo from this point unless his hope is to find a toilet with a height fetish, of which there seem to be quite a few.


tbqhngl

5'11 is normal height, height fetish girl are probably interested in 6'3-6'5

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

yes, bought isotretinoin last week just waiting on it to arrive. Gonna fix up my acne and start looksmaxxing officially

important point, get sunscreen. Never go in the sun without sunscreen if you use tretinoin, or you'll screw your face.
and you need a moisturizing cream, something like Cerave.

 

[Idotms]

Yes.

Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #180927527Saturday, January 02, 2016 1:54 PM CST I was focusing merely on the technicalities. The actual usage of the convention itself is optional.

Re: Can a worm understand quantum mechanics? Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181152419Tuesday, January 05, 2016 7:41 PM CST This is the exact reasoning as to why you should make cautious assumptions using thoroughly-proven criteria. Given enough time, proper and efficient analysis can penetrate the barrier of faulty-reasoning and unmask any potential facade. Furthermore, the individual should be heavily prepared to revise/rewrite any false deductions.

Re: we should have grammer Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181154038Tuesday, January 05, 2016 8:10 PM CST Such jokes seem to deliberately minimize the value of education. The desire for social assimilation should not lead to the effect of intellectual-repression.

Re: Hello, OT! Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #181154167Tuesday, January 05, 2016 8:12 PM CST Hello. Currently, my daily experiences are quite good. Are you enjoying your daily experiences?

 

[HiddenUzer]

important point, get sunscreen. Never go in the sun without sunscreen if you use tretinoin, or you'll screw your face.

yup, I dont leave my house except for the gym anyway so that wont be much of a problem. Just hope I get fixed up, my acne's getting worse to the point when bench pressing couple cysts on my back would pop mid set from the pressure

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Just recently watched something exactly about this.

View: https://youtu.be/-7RdHVgNxO0


Prettyboymaxxing is the new strat, at least when you're still young.

The only universally liked characteristic is height, thus good HGH levels and optimal nutrition before your growth plates have closed (which still probably doesn't beat good genes, sadly). But OP is 5'11" so although more is better, his face is his main failo from this point unless his hope is to find a toilet with a height fetish, of which there seem to be quite a few.

Good luck buddy boyo

oldcels giving a youngcel looksmaxxing advices.
i feel like a grandpa already

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

yup, I dont leave my house except for the gym anyway so that wont be much of a problem. Just hope I get fixed up, my acne's getting worse to the point when bench pressing couple cysts on my back would pop mid set from the pressure

I edited my post. "and you need a moisturizing cream, something like Cerave." Because the tretinoin dries the skin like never.

The acne you have comes from high level of DHT or steroids that mimic DHT, the sebaceous gland which produce the lubricant for human skin contains many Androgen Receptors. The steroids are likely overactivating these receptors leading to a build up of too much oil underneath skin and ultimately inflammation. Then the immune system gets triggered which makes the things worse with the scarring.

As I said, at some point you need to stop the steroids for your own sake. Give some time for your body to be in homeostasis.

How's your hair doing ? Losing grounds fast ? Or you have DHT resistant hair ?

 

[HiddenUzer]

I edited my post. "and you need a moisturizing cream, something like Cerave." Because the tretinoin dries the skin like never.

The acne you have comes from high level of DHT from steroids, the sebaceous gland which produce the lubricant for human skin contains many Androgen Receptors. The steroids are likely overactivating these receptors leading to a build up of too much oil underneath skin and ultimately inflammation. Then the immune system gets triggered which makes the things worse with the scarring.

As I said, at some point you need to stop the steroids for your own sake. Give some time for your body to be in homeostasis.

How's your hair doing ? Losing grounds fast ? Or you have DHT resistant hair ?

I was having hairloss when I ran LGD4033, on my current cycle I have no sign of hairloss, im generally not worried about this

 

[GhostedPhantom]

5'11 is normal height, height fetish girl are probably interested in 6'3-6'5

Yeah, what I was trying (and failing) to say was that if you're 5'11" and your face is shit, you may have the hope of growing a few inches taller to attract at least that kind of toilets.

But if you do succeed at this growth and get a girlfriend, kindly GTFO and don't heightmog me please.

oldcels giving a youngcel looksmaxxing advices.
i feel like a grandpa already

Time flies. And the worst part is that the only song I know about this topic also features a happy childhood and a relationship, not to mention the music video - things none of us will be able to see when we reflect upon our lives.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

Time flies. And the worst part is that the only song I know about this topic also features a happy childhood and a relationship, not to mention the music video - things none of us will be able to see when we reflect upon our lives.

2012 feels like yesterday

This is what I am listening to in loop for the nostalgic feels.

 

[HiddenUzer]

2012 feels like yesterday View attachment 643629
This is what I am listening to in loop for the nostalgic feels.

the slowed and reverb man

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

the slowed and reverb man

it's not so bad not so bad