Venting Coming down angry

[I'mnotevenhere]

A blind 3/10 isn't even possible for me.

I kept thinking shit like : Can't get with Chad, would be completely dependent on me since she can't drive anymore, she's fucking depressed, miserable. She would be fucking grateful to me if I got her out of the disabled home she had to move into she hates it there so bad. Maybe going out with me wouldn't be so bad now, with her lack of options.

But it's just fucking dumbfuck hope and now that the beer is gone the hope is gone too.

Fuck, ordering more beer.

 

[nausea]

gift?

 

[I'mnotevenhere]

gift?

What do you mean by that?

 

[nausea]

What do you mean by that?

and you?

 

[I'mnotevenhere]

2/10 creepy looking skeleton fucker with alien hands over here. I'm 5'8", weigh 117lbs, all people not just women walk away very fast from me. Like if the last stages of cancer were up and walking. That's me. Also fucking Aspie, anxiety disorder and alcoholic.

But a fucking ugly bitch who can't see is too good for me.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

i dont understand?