Arab_Incel_93
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So I don't mean to create a philosophical discuss about the ethics or morality of God. I personally use religion as a cope, just the mere chance for something potentially to go right for me.
My problem is that I was raised by a fucked up abusive narcissistic mother, alot of her manipulate and abuse was based on fear of god. It was her weapon. It fucked up my mental and of course women can do no wrong so no one would cared to listen.
Being an short ugly religious beta at school without a fucking spine constantly living in fear, my dignity and manhood taken away from me, I never had a chance with girls and barely made it with my friends. I mean I haven't spoken to nearly any of them since the last day of school. I've been an incel long before I knew what the word was.
I had a semi good glowup during puberty, but I was in too deep, into the blackpill. It was a small window of about two years when I had the chance to actually smash a landwhale or some insecure girl who hates herself and has daddy issues and find my looksmatch where I was about a 5.5/10 on my best fucking day (after I shower) so those same two photos I could use of my "Muslim tinder".
I got a crumb of attention but ultimately ended in self sabotage, starting an argument about feminists & all women are sluts, even then when they still wanted to smash I couldn't bring myself to it due to religion and my mother.
I just wanted to know if religion I guess blackpilled anyone else here?
My problem is that I was raised by a fucked up abusive narcissistic mother, alot of her manipulate and abuse was based on fear of god. It was her weapon. It fucked up my mental and of course women can do no wrong so no one would cared to listen.
Being an short ugly religious beta at school without a fucking spine constantly living in fear, my dignity and manhood taken away from me, I never had a chance with girls and barely made it with my friends. I mean I haven't spoken to nearly any of them since the last day of school. I've been an incel long before I knew what the word was.
I had a semi good glowup during puberty, but I was in too deep, into the blackpill. It was a small window of about two years when I had the chance to actually smash a landwhale or some insecure girl who hates herself and has daddy issues and find my looksmatch where I was about a 5.5/10 on my best fucking day (after I shower) so those same two photos I could use of my "Muslim tinder".
I got a crumb of attention but ultimately ended in self sabotage, starting an argument about feminists & all women are sluts, even then when they still wanted to smash I couldn't bring myself to it due to religion and my mother.
I just wanted to know if religion I guess blackpilled anyone else here?
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