The bulk of the posts on this forum are intellectual or intended to be funny and i'm just unsure about how not more of us don't just live in constant darkness/depression as i do despite having shared experiences and shit. ntpilled even on here
This is the theme i listen to when i depressed, it makes it worse
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZa0Yh6e7dw
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZa0Yh6e7dw
this is what i mean bro. my life is legit just constant darkness yet the users on this forum are somehow so not dysphoric and jaded despite apparently sharing the same life experiences with me. this shit suicks i might be the truest cel
It comes and goes
I feel a moment of happiness when i play games, but soon after when wake up from the game, it all comes back to me
Games are my only escape
Exactly
I'm always depressed, it's just some days are stronger than others and when it's one of those days that aren't strong it's still there, just not debilitating enough for me to lay in bed for half the day. It's strange
This basically
I have days where I can’t even bring myself to do shit I enjoy due to feeling too shitty.
I actually fell less down after joining this forum about 2 weeks ago. It's nice to hear other people's stories and know that I'm not the only one suffering. Also I learnt a lot about society in general on this forum that I never new before, I have hope I will ascend one day.
I am but i come here to cope
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It takes you a While but eventually you realise that all women are holes and stop giving a fuck
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But you still do get bad days, w sometimes turn into weeks, then months
I have attempted to rope multiple times. I have wanted die since my teens, from that time everyday when I go to sleep I hope I don't wake up the next day. I would say I am severely depressed but there is nothing that can be done about it. I wanted to go to burgerland, buy a gun and end it but apparently non-burgerfags don't have the second amendment even in burgerland.
My depression would be cured instantly if a 7/10 girl would profess her interest in me. Srs i think that my depression is not a chemical disbalance just a set of unfortunate circumstances.
I think for me it was the 7 stages of grief, and now I'm in acceptance in my own way
For me, I'm in Hell, life is nothing but suffering, pain, and struggle, but I view that as a form of spiritual development; pain and pleasure are but brothers and sisters to me. A refining of the bronze in the furnace. The chaos beasts of the abyss will tear my bones and flesh in half, ripping my mind and my body in two; and either the divinity within shall emerge or I shall die. Liberty or death. I am the Lord of Hell.
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I am in a state of constant depression
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We are coping, i self harm a lot
To answer the topic title question, I am, dude, trust me.
Vietnam War veteran-like focus.
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I would say most of us are, but sometimes you gotta find some light in the shit hole.
i used to be but im too old and jaded now, the only emotions i feel are anger and boredom
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its called burying the pain deep within
Haven’t been to a doctor in years
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Lots of youngcels here. So they're goofy. IMO any youngcel less than 22 yr old is fakecel. It's on the college that humiliation really begins
yeah that's what depression is it's your brain telling you to change something in your life because youre unhappy a lot and not fulfilling biological imperatives
I don't feel any emotion anymore
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