AutisticMonstrosity
34 y.o. KHHV dateless, 169 cm skincel autist NEET
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The day is now literally over (the time is now about midnight. I could not and still can't do anything, not even cook and eat properly (and go to the food-shop). All I can do is listen to what they do. Now they are playing music after they came from shower. I did not do anything this day. Could not even watch football. I haven't played any game even for a minute for months.
Yesterday I went to sleep at 20:10 (8:10 PM). Could not fall asleep for 3,5 hours and then they started having sex. Got up and in the end went to sleep at 6:30 AM in the morning, they went at 1:56 AM. I had to write notes, eat and then relax. I can only live when they are in sleep or not at home.
I need to move to save my life. But I am too unfunctional already to do that. I am debating whether to simply call an ambulance and ask for me to be admitted to the hospital (insane asylum). I don't see other way to escape this flat of hell and torture.
I am also on an unintentional no fap of approaching a month soon. Totally unintentional. I don't support no fap. Don't do it. Fap as much as you want and then some more to ease the pain. For some reason my libido is zero at the moment. Libido for getting a GF to live with and raise children with is veeery high, but the actual sexual thing libido is quite low at the moment, for some reason. I am old, maybe that. I've had lung infection for over 2 weeks, that explains the no fap mostly (I hope!!).
My tip to not end in this situation: at 27 years old, that really is the age when it is totally over (if you are KHHV against your will) and you should exit before you turn 28.
Yesterday I went to sleep at 20:10 (8:10 PM). Could not fall asleep for 3,5 hours and then they started having sex. Got up and in the end went to sleep at 6:30 AM in the morning, they went at 1:56 AM. I had to write notes, eat and then relax. I can only live when they are in sleep or not at home.
I need to move to save my life. But I am too unfunctional already to do that. I am debating whether to simply call an ambulance and ask for me to be admitted to the hospital (insane asylum). I don't see other way to escape this flat of hell and torture.
I am also on an unintentional no fap of approaching a month soon. Totally unintentional. I don't support no fap. Don't do it. Fap as much as you want and then some more to ease the pain. For some reason my libido is zero at the moment. Libido for getting a GF to live with and raise children with is veeery high, but the actual sexual thing libido is quite low at the moment, for some reason. I am old, maybe that. I've had lung infection for over 2 weeks, that explains the no fap mostly (I hope!!).
My tip to not end in this situation: at 27 years old, that really is the age when it is totally over (if you are KHHV against your will) and you should exit before you turn 28.