Wastrel
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- Nov 13, 2020
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After 5 months i will turn 22 years old, but anyway, even today i feel myself as a 12 years old teenager.
Feeling like nothing has changed in my life since 2012, I feel like I'm stuck at that age.
I will finish university in the summer 2021, but deeply inside I feel myself as a 12 years old boy.
Despite the fact that I will soon be 22 years old, I do not feel like an adult.
I think that the lack of experience of sex and relationships does not allow the psyche to develop fully.
Even if I will ascend and once day will find girlfriend, it will not fix the fact that I have had zero experience over the years.
In complete loneliness, the psyche is not capable of full development.
I am no longer a young boy, I discovered one gray hair, the appearance of wrinkles. From the age of 20, my face began to age noticeably.
I also noticed that with age I stopped feeling the years, each year does not feel like a separate one, but as if it were just a continuation of the previous one, it looks like a too long season of the series tv-show.
Feeling like nothing has changed in my life since 2012, I feel like I'm stuck at that age.
I will finish university in the summer 2021, but deeply inside I feel myself as a 12 years old boy.
Despite the fact that I will soon be 22 years old, I do not feel like an adult.
I think that the lack of experience of sex and relationships does not allow the psyche to develop fully.
Even if I will ascend and once day will find girlfriend, it will not fix the fact that I have had zero experience over the years.
In complete loneliness, the psyche is not capable of full development.
I am no longer a young boy, I discovered one gray hair, the appearance of wrinkles. From the age of 20, my face began to age noticeably.
I also noticed that with age I stopped feeling the years, each year does not feel like a separate one, but as if it were just a continuation of the previous one, it looks like a too long season of the series tv-show.