Stupid Clown
Everything burns
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- Joined
- Nov 29, 2022
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They're always reliant on making friends and forming connections. I've never been able to form connections to people. I've always hated people, I can't feel any emotional attachment towards them at all I'm just annoyed by the stupid behavior they exhibit in the name of emotions and emotional attachments. I've worked so many jobs where everything gets fucked up because someone is promoted because they're friends with someone in charge.
Whenever someone is excited to see me all I can feel is disgust, I don't feel anything towards them, I'm disgusted they expect me to partake in their social games like an animal. Whenever I socialize I have the most lovely thoughts. I hate this entire human race, the only people I respect are people who aren't controlled by emotional attachment, or urge to socialize. I even hate myself to an extent for seeking out people to converse with but I realize every time I talk to them I feel nothing. Just a cold hatred and bitterness. It's like my instincts are working against me.
Whenever someone is excited to see me all I can feel is disgust, I don't feel anything towards them, I'm disgusted they expect me to partake in their social games like an animal. Whenever I socialize I have the most lovely thoughts. I hate this entire human race, the only people I respect are people who aren't controlled by emotional attachment, or urge to socialize. I even hate myself to an extent for seeking out people to converse with but I realize every time I talk to them I feel nothing. Just a cold hatred and bitterness. It's like my instincts are working against me.