Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm pretty much dead inside most of the time from the years of depression, anhedonia, rotting etc... And on the outside, when I'm like at uni or whenever I have to interact or be around people, I'm just a motionless, quiet brick.
BUT, I guess because of all my experiences over the last decade, be they bad or depressing or whatever they were, I've become extra emotionally sensitive.
I literally can't properly listen to music or watch movies anymore. Anything remotely sad or melancholic or whatever affects me way too much. I have to repress it.
I was always a bit like this I guess, I remember crying really hard at Bambi for example when I was a kid, anything with animals still hits me like a truck. But nowadays I just can't watch anything remotely sad, even just a tiny tinge of sadness just affects me too much emotionally. Hell, even reading titles on the news can affect me too much, so I have to gloss over the sad stuff.
BUT, I guess because of all my experiences over the last decade, be they bad or depressing or whatever they were, I've become extra emotionally sensitive.
I literally can't properly listen to music or watch movies anymore. Anything remotely sad or melancholic or whatever affects me way too much. I have to repress it.
I was always a bit like this I guess, I remember crying really hard at Bambi for example when I was a kid, anything with animals still hits me like a truck. But nowadays I just can't watch anything remotely sad, even just a tiny tinge of sadness just affects me too much emotionally. Hell, even reading titles on the news can affect me too much, so I have to gloss over the sad stuff.
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