- Sep 20, 2019
I can't get a job without HS diploma cuz I'm a dropout and I have horrible anxiety, I'm super ugly (voted ugliest guy in class numerous times), and depression took over my life. There is no way I can do anything about it now, i may have to turn to NEETbux (if I'm even eligible), for a long time while i study genetics online (a truly depressing topic, but I must know more). 0 motivation too tbh. I'm just bored of life at this point, nothing I really find interesting anymore. I remember I used to pass time by playing video games, but now that became boring to me. I guess loneliness has something to do with this, truly playing life on master difficulty. My life now is sitting on my bed for 12+ hours a day staring at my phone.