Reflecting on my life and my past, I realized that women were the ones who treated me the worst of all. They were the ones who were toxic and hateful.
When I was child and in school I always assumed that it would be the guys who were going to be problematic for me, and that they were the ones who were going to treat me badly. While yes, some guys did, but most, overall, left me alone and didnt bother me. The girls on the other hand, were the toxic ones. And seemed to target me intentionally. To harass, belittle, to intentionally hurt. Or they would intentionally instigate situations or events to occur. Literally, the very first time I was struck by a stranger occurred in high school and it was a girl who did it. A drunk one at that. She didnt know me and I didnt know her. But she felt the need to sneak up on me behind my back and sucker punch me, then proceeded to kick me as I fell hitting the locker.
Even my own mother treated me like shit. She was super violent, super manipulative, super controlling, just all around abusive and uncaring. Which is why I never loved her. She was never a "mother" to me. I frankly dont even remember her ever hugging me as a child or saying I love you. She did however say things like she "should have drowned her kids".
Media and society portrays women as the softer and more caring gender. They say that women are more caring and nurturing. They also say men are toxic, aggressive and the source of the worlds problems. But I think the opposite is true. From my personal experiences, women are not what they are portrayed as ....... they are much worse. I think women are more prone to evil, and definitely take more pleasure in watching misery and suffering. Media and society says "if women ruled and ran the world, there would be no wars". HA!! I dont fucking believe that for a second. In fact there would probably be a lot more wars and death.
Thinking back to all the high school fights and brawls I witnessed. They all had one thing in common .... a female sparked it. Whatever led to the violence was always fueled by a female or something to do with a female. And the females always enjoyed watching the violence with glee.
And this continued on. In college the same thing. Women were the worst. After graduating and in the workforce, again women were the worst.
So when media and society tries to tell you that men are toxic ..... no, its the women, they are the toxic ones.
When I was child and in school I always assumed that it would be the guys who were going to be problematic for me, and that they were the ones who were going to treat me badly. While yes, some guys did, but most, overall, left me alone and didnt bother me. The girls on the other hand, were the toxic ones. And seemed to target me intentionally. To harass, belittle, to intentionally hurt. Or they would intentionally instigate situations or events to occur. Literally, the very first time I was struck by a stranger occurred in high school and it was a girl who did it. A drunk one at that. She didnt know me and I didnt know her. But she felt the need to sneak up on me behind my back and sucker punch me, then proceeded to kick me as I fell hitting the locker.
Even my own mother treated me like shit. She was super violent, super manipulative, super controlling, just all around abusive and uncaring. Which is why I never loved her. She was never a "mother" to me. I frankly dont even remember her ever hugging me as a child or saying I love you. She did however say things like she "should have drowned her kids".
Media and society portrays women as the softer and more caring gender. They say that women are more caring and nurturing. They also say men are toxic, aggressive and the source of the worlds problems. But I think the opposite is true. From my personal experiences, women are not what they are portrayed as ....... they are much worse. I think women are more prone to evil, and definitely take more pleasure in watching misery and suffering. Media and society says "if women ruled and ran the world, there would be no wars". HA!! I dont fucking believe that for a second. In fact there would probably be a lot more wars and death.
Thinking back to all the high school fights and brawls I witnessed. They all had one thing in common .... a female sparked it. Whatever led to the violence was always fueled by a female or something to do with a female. And the females always enjoyed watching the violence with glee.
And this continued on. In college the same thing. Women were the worst. After graduating and in the workforce, again women were the worst.
So when media and society tries to tell you that men are toxic ..... no, its the women, they are the toxic ones.
