Was a frail boy in middle school, foids basically ignored me and paid me no mind. Ethnic as well, so I constantly lost to Chad, and even the Tyrones of my own race still managed to swoon the underdeveloped Stacys. In the middle of 9th grade, believe it or not, I took the blackpill and became a true incel. I just realized that it was over really early, I knew that I would never be able to compete with the Tyrones and Chads of society. My uncle was a bodybuilder and my dad is a 8/10 Tyrone with an incredible body, so I figured if I got big like them I would gain more attention from foids and beat out Chad and Tyrone. Gymcelled for about 3 years. Junior year I became around the same size as my father, Chads and Tyrones of my high school acknowledged my mass but I still didn't manage to attract any foids and I still didn't understand. I lifted 4 days a week, for hours at a time trying to gain mass, and I still am. I kept it very lowkey at first, but I made my gymcelling more public now that it's my last year of high school. I managed to attract one 6/10 foid (my first and only) and attempted to seal the deal, but failed. Didn't let me kill in the end and was a complete waste of time, so I ditched her, took my shit back, and pissed on her fucking doorstep. Haven't had a foid come my way since, not even landwhales. gymcelled harder because of that. Other incels in my school (there is a small community) look up to me and tell me I'd be Tyrone-tier if I didn't have a 3/10 face, never understood whether or not it was a compliment. Even got my currycel friend to gymcel with me and I got him to slim down his fat DRASTICALLY, but he never gained mass. he and i remain friends and are conservative allies, which also bothers most of the overly liberal foids. he preaches his ideals publicly within school which leads to a lot of ridicule. on one occasion a Tyrone (who invited me to join his group of Tyrones that day) brought him up during conversation with me and questioned why I hung out with him and even made fun of him for his beliefs. at that point in time he had a 4/10 foid tailing him and eventually they got together, but the Tyrones made fun of him for that too. she was quiet and socially awkward but i could tell they were happy. he was happy, but the foid eventually couldn't handle being made fun of for being with a curry so she left him. Tyrone who talked shit ended up banging 4/10 foid directly after she left currycel friend, and now currycel friend is completely destroyed. wants to LDAR, but i'm not sure if i should let him be or try to get him to gymcel again and gain mass with me to get his mind off of it. what should i do?
