Deleted member 26032
Call me human, Mr. Subhuman.
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It's unfathomable how fucking over it is.
The blackpill was thrown at my face all throughout school, at home, hs, college, I am such a retarded slow learner that I never got to fully grasp and be aware of it until last year.
I still remember how bluepilled I was always setting "tresholds" for when things would start to get better, things would be different, it would be the start of the "good" times and it was always bullshit.
"Damn, when I get to high school I'm gonna be this and that, and do this and that" and it was all fucked up. "In college I'll be able to x and y and z and it'll be nice" and fucking nothing but bullshit and exhaustion. "gymmaxxing will surely make that difference..." and no, there is no hope.
There was always some crap "moving the goal post" to cope that in the next month/year things would eventually get bettrer, they had to somehow, but no. There is no happy outcome to being a subhuman.
I could have saved so much time if only I had grasped the blackpill in my teens. At least I would know it was over and would have suffered way less.
The blackpill was thrown at my face all throughout school, at home, hs, college, I am such a retarded slow learner that I never got to fully grasp and be aware of it until last year.
I still remember how bluepilled I was always setting "tresholds" for when things would start to get better, things would be different, it would be the start of the "good" times and it was always bullshit.
"Damn, when I get to high school I'm gonna be this and that, and do this and that" and it was all fucked up. "In college I'll be able to x and y and z and it'll be nice" and fucking nothing but bullshit and exhaustion. "gymmaxxing will surely make that difference..." and no, there is no hope.
There was always some crap "moving the goal post" to cope that in the next month/year things would eventually get bettrer, they had to somehow, but no. There is no happy outcome to being a subhuman.
I could have saved so much time if only I had grasped the blackpill in my teens. At least I would know it was over and would have suffered way less.