kay'
المانلة المعذّب
★★★★★
- Joined
- Nov 28, 2022
- Posts
- 11,287
I look at posts like this:
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/17jwdpn/i_told_my_doctor_i_was_in_an_abusive_relationship/
And i read it all like the retard i am then at the end i see "it was a weird blow to my rythm and i was crying and had to remind myself..."
I understand its a r/twoxniggers post but still.
as i was finishing this last part my own traumas started flooding infront of me as if i can grasp them with my hands.
Some of them:
Literally 0 affection from the opposite gender,
7 years of chronic pain and still going, juvenile jail, bullying, fights, holding my dying uncle from cancer and him looking at me in the eyes before he dies, civil war in my country, me being on 24 pills last year and iv fluids and many many many more things im not gona go into details.
I sometimes look at myself in the mirror and be like:
"Man how the fuck am i still alive, how did my lungs not just collapse?"
Then i see a post like this where a simple comment that SHE told the nurse about made her cry because it was taken seriously.(????)
I just dont understand..
Am i really living a life that nobody else can relate to?
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/17jwdpn/i_told_my_doctor_i_was_in_an_abusive_relationship/
And i read it all like the retard i am then at the end i see "it was a weird blow to my rythm and i was crying and had to remind myself..."
I understand its a r/twoxniggers post but still.
as i was finishing this last part my own traumas started flooding infront of me as if i can grasp them with my hands.
Some of them:
Literally 0 affection from the opposite gender,
7 years of chronic pain and still going, juvenile jail, bullying, fights, holding my dying uncle from cancer and him looking at me in the eyes before he dies, civil war in my country, me being on 24 pills last year and iv fluids and many many many more things im not gona go into details.
I sometimes look at myself in the mirror and be like:
"Man how the fuck am i still alive, how did my lungs not just collapse?"
Then i see a post like this where a simple comment that SHE told the nurse about made her cry because it was taken seriously.(????)
I just dont understand..
Am i really living a life that nobody else can relate to?