Probably one of the biggest mistakes of my life is trying to fit in with normies and befriend them. I was young, naive, and unknowing of the vicious and exploitative nature of normies.
When people say normies are evil on here, they aren't lying. I was subjected to a type of psychological terrorism for more than 4 years with my normie friends to the point of me genuinely losing my mind, getting breakdowns over the things they said and did, having sleepless nights over their gaslighting, and spending lots of money on people that wouldn't piss on me if I was on fire.
Trying to fit in with them while I clearly didn't belong made me an easy target for harassment and neglect. While I had to jestermaxx they could ignore me for days and sleep like a baby, only interacting with me when they think it's convenient. Making you feel insecure about your personality and likeability. Making you feel like you have done something wrong, and when you asked them why they were ignoring you for so long, then the gaslighting will commence.
"Oh mortis I was just busy"
"Oh mortis you are looking way too deep into this man"
These people will make you feel like nothing is going on and then take another jab at you, just to mess with you. Making you lose you mind over absolutely nothing. They act like a cat playing with a mouse until it dies of exhaustion. These people killed me trough emotional exhaustion. Constantly blaming me for obvious wrongs they did. Constantly attacking me when I just tried to help.
Making you think they care but never actually doing something to help you. Never inviting you to their meet ups, never making you feel included, playing with your feelings saying one thing to you but doing the complete opposite thing afterwards. And to think that I was putting out for these people after all the emotional abuse and neglect is insane. Giving them lavish gifts that went well into the hunderd euro as a 16 year old boy with no job and a small allowance. Trying to make them like me more with small gestures showing them how much I care, but it all got thrown in the wind.
When push came to shove I was always the first to be thrown under the bus, I was always the first to be dropped and left out despite me putting in a thousand fold more effort than them in the relationship. They never think about what you actually were doing for them or how much you cared about them, it's all about how you look even in friendships. Eventually they dropped me like trash, after years of interacting putting out physical, emotionally, and financially, I got thrown in the trash like something brown they found on their shoe.
Having normie friends is not worth it. These people do not give a fuck about you. They wil hurt you in the most gruesome way and sleep like a baby afterwards while you are tossing and turning in your bed, wondering were it went wrong.
Having "friends" destroyed me.
When people say normies are evil on here, they aren't lying. I was subjected to a type of psychological terrorism for more than 4 years with my normie friends to the point of me genuinely losing my mind, getting breakdowns over the things they said and did, having sleepless nights over their gaslighting, and spending lots of money on people that wouldn't piss on me if I was on fire.
Trying to fit in with them while I clearly didn't belong made me an easy target for harassment and neglect. While I had to jestermaxx they could ignore me for days and sleep like a baby, only interacting with me when they think it's convenient. Making you feel insecure about your personality and likeability. Making you feel like you have done something wrong, and when you asked them why they were ignoring you for so long, then the gaslighting will commence.
"Oh mortis I was just busy"
"Oh mortis you are looking way too deep into this man"
These people will make you feel like nothing is going on and then take another jab at you, just to mess with you. Making you lose you mind over absolutely nothing. They act like a cat playing with a mouse until it dies of exhaustion. These people killed me trough emotional exhaustion. Constantly blaming me for obvious wrongs they did. Constantly attacking me when I just tried to help.
Making you think they care but never actually doing something to help you. Never inviting you to their meet ups, never making you feel included, playing with your feelings saying one thing to you but doing the complete opposite thing afterwards. And to think that I was putting out for these people after all the emotional abuse and neglect is insane. Giving them lavish gifts that went well into the hunderd euro as a 16 year old boy with no job and a small allowance. Trying to make them like me more with small gestures showing them how much I care, but it all got thrown in the wind.
When push came to shove I was always the first to be thrown under the bus, I was always the first to be dropped and left out despite me putting in a thousand fold more effort than them in the relationship. They never think about what you actually were doing for them or how much you cared about them, it's all about how you look even in friendships. Eventually they dropped me like trash, after years of interacting putting out physical, emotionally, and financially, I got thrown in the trash like something brown they found on their shoe.
Having normie friends is not worth it. These people do not give a fuck about you. They wil hurt you in the most gruesome way and sleep like a baby afterwards while you are tossing and turning in your bed, wondering were it went wrong.
Having "friends" destroyed me.
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