I was on TikTok and I saw a video where a tranny talked about how great his life has been after lying to himself about thinking his a girl, he goes on and on about how he feels less stressed, how people “don’t care” if his a tranny and how he stopped being depressed. I was thinking to myself that ether he is lying or his living a lie. But I thought about it and it pisses me off. I always think of the worst and the worst is if he is telling the truth (still lying to himself) about being a women, but still they are happy and they live a lie. This made me feel pity, that what’s keeps them alive is the lie that they live, that they tell themselves, but then it hits me; they’re happy and don’t fucking care about the truth nor reality, they act as if this is normal; that every one should just lie to themselves just to be happy. If people can be happy without lying to themselves, then I will never lie to my self, I will never sell my dignity for something people get for free. If this means I die alone, if it mean I die a slow and painful death then that’s fine I died with my dignity, to know the truth.
