Leonardo Part V
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The longer I continue to be an incel, the more my personality gets worse, and it's not my fault and I literally can't control it.
Every time I interact with a woman I try to act in the hope that she is the ONE who will end hell for me, so I am very cautious and hopeful when I talk to one, sometimes she is clearly a shitty person but in my mind I can't treat her badly or dismissively, because I'm afraid that she might be my only option, no matter how evil or ugly she is. At this point, I think I would be willing to consider dating a literal borderline psychopath to free myself from inceldom hell.
This is ruining me, I can't be assertive anymore, I can't act like a normal human being. Also, when I'm around men, I get anxious because I want them to respect me and not judge who I am, so I do some weird things in an attempt to be a normie and it always fails.
It only gets worse with time and it is making me even incelder.
Every time I interact with a woman I try to act in the hope that she is the ONE who will end hell for me, so I am very cautious and hopeful when I talk to one, sometimes she is clearly a shitty person but in my mind I can't treat her badly or dismissively, because I'm afraid that she might be my only option, no matter how evil or ugly she is. At this point, I think I would be willing to consider dating a literal borderline psychopath to free myself from inceldom hell.
This is ruining me, I can't be assertive anymore, I can't act like a normal human being. Also, when I'm around men, I get anxious because I want them to respect me and not judge who I am, so I do some weird things in an attempt to be a normie and it always fails.
It only gets worse with time and it is making me even incelder.