Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Naturally I'd be happy for a while, but eventually it would wear off and the inevitable sadness of life would slap me in the face once again.
The truth is my parents would still be old and with various ailments. I'd still be rapidly aging, having wasted my youth, starting to feel the effects of my bad choices more and more (take care of your health guys, having to deal with miscellaneous health shit fucking sucks).
The biggest problem is time. It's such a big punch in the gut, I honestly feel a bit cold and numb when it really hits me. Almost nauseous from the mere thought. Idk how many years I have left with my parents, but since my dad is 70 I don't think I have a whole lot. Not even 20 years, 10-15 years at best if I'm lucky. And what kind of quality of life will that be? I've seen the changes in the past few years already, it's hard for him to bend down, he can't remember stuff as well. Other than that I've got a cat that is pretty much our family's obsession, such a bundle of joy and cuteness. But time flies by and it's already several years old. Their lifespans of 15 seem so short now.
Also life tends to throw you various curveballs, miscellaneous surprises that fuck you in ways you didn't really imagine. At this point it's pretty funny I'm posting this on an incel forum. It's really not much of a bother for me anymore that I'm an incel, I'm used to it and tbh I don't need an additional set of problems.
The truth is my parents would still be old and with various ailments. I'd still be rapidly aging, having wasted my youth, starting to feel the effects of my bad choices more and more (take care of your health guys, having to deal with miscellaneous health shit fucking sucks).
The biggest problem is time. It's such a big punch in the gut, I honestly feel a bit cold and numb when it really hits me. Almost nauseous from the mere thought. Idk how many years I have left with my parents, but since my dad is 70 I don't think I have a whole lot. Not even 20 years, 10-15 years at best if I'm lucky. And what kind of quality of life will that be? I've seen the changes in the past few years already, it's hard for him to bend down, he can't remember stuff as well. Other than that I've got a cat that is pretty much our family's obsession, such a bundle of joy and cuteness. But time flies by and it's already several years old. Their lifespans of 15 seem so short now.
Also life tends to throw you various curveballs, miscellaneous surprises that fuck you in ways you didn't really imagine. At this point it's pretty funny I'm posting this on an incel forum. It's really not much of a bother for me anymore that I'm an incel, I'm used to it and tbh I don't need an additional set of problems.